It's been a challenging summer so far. With my god of comfort being smashed the moment we landed in Jo'burg, God's been good to point out some sin. Our study in Mark has shown Jesus' goodness, power, understanding, leadership, and compassion; reading Humility has shown His hatred of my self-glorification and divine rescue through Christ's perfectly humble life; and reading Holiness by Grace, by Bryan Chapell, has shown that apart from my union with Jesus, I am nothing.
It shouldn't be a surprise that I'm as sinful as these resources tell me, but following my thoughts, motives and actions for a day would support such a claim. It doesn't matter that I'm in South Africa, I'm still a sinner in need of grace. This is why Holiness by Grace has been so good.
If I woke up, lived my day, and fell asleep trusting the union I have with Christ in his perfect life, death, and resurrection, I wouldn't sway on the pendulum of despair and pride. Instead, an understanding that the economy of good works is dead would provoke me to live even more radically for Christ. Please pray that I would trust in my union with Jesus and rely on his righteousness, not those filthy rags that I offer God.